In everything, I put my whole trust unto God. He sees my struggles, and my sacrifices and He’s the only one that knows what and where my future will go. As I continue to grow older in life taking more responsibilities, I hope my faith continues to grow as well. I promise that in all my decision making, it will solely be based on You. Because You’ve promised that a child close to God, is someone with a content and happy future.
4dayweek.yes.then5.thenout.
Officially top dogs of the school. This is scary. Tomorrow I will be walking around school feeling spaced out. Because the whole 300 sum seniors are gone now. It doesn’t excite me at all. It’s scares me so much that I am now a senior. What am I gonna be doing after HS? Where am I going to be? omg.. it’s really scary. And it has yet to sink in. One more year, but this is for sure a fact. HIGH SCHOOL WENT BY FAST! I’m excited to be out of high school, because I honestly can’t wait to get the hellll out of my school, but just thinking about what I will be doing and where I will be going is scary. My mom was talking to my boyfriend and she said, “our baby is not a baby anymore”.. See this made me tear up. As the youngest of the family, I don’t feel at all OLD or say independent. Yes, I know not until’ I actually live alone and do everything by myself will I be considered independent but the fact that that phase of my life is just around the corner is SCARY!
Things that scare me:
Growing up: it’s scary. maybe i’ll learn that its not so bad later, but as of right now! AHHH.
COLLEGE: After high school I want to go to college right away! But will any colleges accept me?! I want to go to Cali, or UW. But am I good enough for them? Could I even afford it? WHAT am I even majoring in? What am I tryna be?!
THIS WEEK.
*SAT saturdaaaay! (hope I score well!)
*Job interview Wednesday! (hope I get it!)
AHHHH.. so much in my head right now. xD
stay-up-lat3:
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I’m nervous! I don’t know what they’re gonna ask! What I’m suppose to say! AHHHHH! Hope I get this though!! :D !
‘love of my life!!!!’
:D haha
Happy 19tH :D
thatkevin:
And everything had changed from there on.
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I’m gonna cry. Idk what I’m doing. :( mathhhhh is pooop!
There’s so much you have to put into them. You realize this when you get busy. When you have other priorities to take care of. I mean don’t get me wrong, a relationship IS and should be a priority but it goes both ways. They should also understand.
But you know? If you really love someone, a relationship is and never under ‘having to put so much effort’. It comes I guess you can say natural that you have time set aside for your love one.